~Exam Mode~

Assalamualaikum....

juz wanna say that im in an

"EXAM MODE"

hehe... so wish me luck..

and sorry, this blog cannot be updated frequently.. :p

but its juz a small exam...

and only small preparations is needed...

what about The BIG EXAM...

which we call LIFE...

are we all prepared?

MarSha: need to pass CGPA 3.0 to fly to Korea... kelas da hbs, internet kat bilik da expired, tggl nk check out jek dr INTEC.. huhu

~Sellfish, am I?

assalamualaikum...

huhuhu, frustrated, terkilan, sedih, kecewa, benggang, n mcm2 ag perasaan... :(

i'm at home rite nw duin nothg.. sepatutnya pegi prog KBM Kepimpinan Maahad Muar, but then many obstacles i need to confront and so, finally, i juz need to say bye2 KBM... i thnk this will be the last Program Kepimpinan b4 i fly to Korea...

Program2 yg pnah dikendalikan

-Program Kepimpinan di Sekolah Menengah Arab Kota Tinggi
-Program Kepimpinan Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Taman Daya 3
-Program Kepimpinan Di MRSM Pasir Salak (Perak)

I really miss these programs, especially the night part (coz i need to take charge)

Halangan2 Kali nie..

1) da beli tiket ke jb, tp program kat Segamat so mcm jauh n xnk nyusahkn spe2 ntk amik. ingat nk stop kat highway tangkak, tp stil nyusahkn.

2) i really looked 4ward 4 ths, but i 4got to confirm back tht i'm going. PakTam (PIC) called me n i said to him i dont knw whether im available or not.

3) they have enough "tenaga" from Matrix Tangkak, so its ok 4 me not to go.

4) my mum wants me to stay at home (mandatory) huhu. da sebulan x blek la katakn.

w'pun hati tgh memberontak, i can't blame my mother. She is my only mother, and i think serving her is the best thing i can do rite now.

(so ammar, juz shut up and be with ur mum, nak pegi Korea da kan?? ble lg.. amik la ms bersama keluarga.. huhu.)

so gud luck to KRJ.. Chaiyok!!


hayati lyrics nasyeed nie...

Ibu bergenang air mataku
Terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu
Kudusnya kasih yang engkau hamparkan
Bagaikan laut yang tak bertepian

Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan
Tak pula kau merasa jemu
Mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu
Dari kecil hingga dewasa

Hidupmu kau korbankan
Biarpun dirimu yang telah terkorban
Tak dapat kubalasi akan semua ini
Semoga Tuhan memberkati kehidupanmu ibu


Ibu kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amatlah aku harapkan
Kerana disitu letak syurgaku

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan

Kasihanilah Tuhan ibu yang telah melahirkan diriku
Bagaikan kasih ibu sewaktu kecilku
Moga bahgia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat sana...

Kasih sayangmu sungguh bernilai
Itulah harta yang engkau berikan
Ibu... dengarlah rintih hatiku untukmu ibu

MarSha: aku nak kne g KBM nie... huhu... x pnah ag jd peserta.

~Korean Day~

Assalamualaikum...

4 todays post, i juz wanna share some pics... where Korean Students from LimKokWing University visited me and my frens (Korean Program Student) last Friday... it was an exciting day... we, Malaysian Students showed them our culture, and also had an ice breaking session...

dont want to write much, i think these pics will explain what we did that day.

zapin performance (blatih satu mlm jek beb, mantap!!)

Silat performance (da 3 thn tggl silat, huhu)

sbb blog aku, kne tayang gmba byk ckek... hehe

My Ice Breaking Team (ssh tol nak borak ng drg, kne fully korean language)

Traditional Games

Teng-Teng

Dak2 Korea jakun men mnde alah nie... huhu

Last Skali kitorg buat Poco-Poco...

Thats all... w'salam...

MarSha: da x lame da nk fly... :)

~Happy Birthday To Me~

Assalamualaikum...



i'm turning 19 today.. Alhamdulillah, i had a great day to day as well as many harsh things happened today. but i will have a positive thought on it.

so as for today, i've been thinking a lot about myself, what did i do 4 d past years that ive spent. i want to be a better me, n im sure everyone wants me to be a better "me".

i also attended a daurah entitled "Dakwah fardiah". it was given by Ustaz Alias. and after the talk, there was dis "bengkel" session. and on that bengkel, ive talked a lot on how to do dkwah fardiah. but when a went home (collage).. i started to think, how much did i contribute to islam. ive turned 19, and i didnt do much at all. i dont want to be a hypocrite, nauzubillah.

so i wish i could do these things b4 i get older..

• Moga lebih matang utk hadapi cabaran2 mendatang
• Moga lebih berusaha utk mencapai cita2
• Moga lebih taat akan suruhanNya + kuat utk tinggalkan laranganNya
• Moga lebih soft-hearted person...
• Last...semoga lahirnya diriku, berguna utk deenul Islam...

Thats all.... wassalam

MarSha: happy birthday to Sultan Perlis, we share d same birth date... :)

~Cabaran Hari Ini~

salam... cabaran2 yg telah ditempuh hari nie...

1) ade usrah mlm td, dan esoknye de test (kne hafal 4 main text) huhuh

2) dlm perjalanan balik, van abg Saifuddin (Naqib) stop dgn tibe2, check2 rupa nye hbs minyak

3) dsebabkan tgg bantuan smpi, smpi kolej pown lewat, terpaksa bertarung ng pak guard

4) skg ngantox, tp text ntk test x hb hafal ag... huhu

MarSha: menulis ntk hilangkn ngatox, cm R&R a fungsi de...

~Cinta~사랑~

THE LOVE MUST GO ON

ktk cintaku ditolak bkn bererti b’akhir segalanya.

Saat cinta menjanjikan kebahgiaan dn ada pula saat cinta begitu memuakkan.

THE LOVE MUST GO ON, bhw cintaku harus diteruskan.

Sbb cinta takkan hadir hanya sekali, tapi berkali2.

Kalau ketika ini gagal, bkn mustahil pd waktu yg lain membuahkn hasil.

Kerana itu sudah jaminan bahawa tuhan menjadikan makhluknya saling berpasangan.

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Somebody gave me this msg a long time ago.. while i'm sorting my files, i found back this msg.. hehe.. when i read back these lines, i realize that even if you love someone very much, one day u will lose this person. and sometimes u will be rejected.

but after a positive thought, i realize that if u love ALLAH very much, He will never reject ur love.. Oh Allah, please forgive me 4 d wrong ive done..

To love someone is nothing,

To be love by someone is something,

To be love by someone you love is exciting,

But to be love by ALLAH is everything.

MarSha: dlm usaha mendapatkan Mardhotillah

~Counting Days~

Salam...

hehe, d title may have lots of meaning...

when i past through d Batu Maloi Cave, one of d "peneroka" said to me that granite stones grows (coco crunch), but they took a long time and we cannot see much different.

every living things grows an need oxygen. but 4 us as human and also the best creations on earth, growing physically is not enough.














what else do we need?

stones do what they r told to do, whether they like it or not, they still become stones. they obey Allah's command. and if they don't, we will be in trouble. b'coz if suddenly stones changes themselves into wood, "stonecold" will never exist. (huhu, woodcold? yeah rite) think 4 ur self wut will happen. heh.

so 4 us humans, by obeying ALLAH, 2gether we can make our world a much more peaceful place 2 live.

as 4 me, I'm turning 19 this Sunday (20/1)...

will i become a better man?

its up to me...

"may today be better than yesterday, and tomorrow be better than today"


MarSha: Sesi muhasabah...

~KRJ VS EXAM~

Assalamualaikum..

juz wanna share my xperience at Johol, Batu Maloi N9.. a very gud xperience and i hope that will make me a better person.

huh, i hate using "formal words" and i'm sure if i use it, u guys will bore tp death.. hahax. so as usual, i'll use "rojak" language (malay+english+korean) i was hoping to use arabic but i 4got most of the arabic word (wut a waste, 11 years learning arabic) all b'coz of 한국어. hehe.

시작할까요?

KRJ VS EXAM

(malay)

last week, 10, 11, 13 Januari... sy d jemput untuk menjadi kem komanden merangkap pengendali n fasilitator... shocked coz x pnah ag terlibat dlm prog KRJ N9... biase dgn KRJ Johor dan Juga KRJ Perak. mula2 berat gax nak pegi, coz de exam fizik (물리) n kimia (화학) pd 14Jan. but then, after thinking of it, i think helping others especially those who are in need is better.

byk pengalaman dpt, lagi2 bila kita bekerja dgn org yg kita xknal. tp w'pun xknal mula2, bila da knal rs cam sonok sgt. one of d sweetest thg in life is ukhuwwah. dan pengalaman yg xle lupa ialah ble peserta pertikaikn tindakan sy. ramai2 dtg persoalkn tindakan sy, tp bile sy rasionalize blek... br mereka dpt terima. biase la, "teenagers". (seb bek bkn teenage mutant ninja turtles). nak tau ak tndkn pe? juz tego peserta spy next time mereka jaga ms. but Alhamdulillah, after that prog berjalan lebih lancar.

bila kita berurusan dgn remaja, kita perlu anggap peserta sbg adik kita, supaya kasih syg antara pengendali n peserta wujud. and after that, we became gud frens.



many activities done in this program. we xplored Batu Maloi cave, and in there. we saw ALLAH Taala's creation. All Mighty ALLAH, we saw the word "ALLAH" in arabic carved on the cave wall naturally. an xciting xperience 4 all of us.



thx 2 Kak Sal, Atiq, and aiman 4 putting d trust on me 2 run up d program. also thx 2 Ammar Salleh, Faiz USIM n Faiz Kamaluddin 4 helping me and gvg me support, also not 2 4get to Nabihah, Aisyah, n the other 2 akhwat frm USIM (makcik kantin) who juz wont let us to starve, n finally to all my brothers n sisters (peserta) 4 ur cooperation. WISH ME ALL D BEST!! :)

-out-

MarSha: pnat woo, skg nak wat revision... :)

~Hikmah~

hidup x selalu nya indah

langit x selalu cerah

suram malam x berbintang

itulah lukisan alam....

Assalamualaikum.

Nak cte ckek tntg HIKMAH ALLAH SWT. Kisah ni de sentimental value tersendri ntk saya… bce a kalu rajen…

satu mase dlu, d sebuah negeri... hidup seorang sultan.... chewah, mcm cte klasik plak dah... sultan nie gle berburu.... x leh kalu x g berburu... die nie ade sorg kwn baik a.... setia gak kwn die nie.... rajin ag x nk baca???!!

ok... pada satu hari, sultan nie pergi berburu ng member die nie... lps 2, sultan soh membe die letakkn belerang ntk senapang die... tp, membe die nie banggang ckek terletak byk.... ble sultan nie menembak, terputus la jari sultan nie... sultan nie punya la ngamuk.... membe die leh lak ckp.... "Alhamdulillah, sume benda ade hikmah" lg a ngamuk sultan nie.... die pon soh la pengawal humban membe die dlm penjara.....

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lps beberapa bulan, sultan nie nk g berburu balek.... die pon pegi a.... nk d jadikan cte, sultan nie tetibe sesat.... p2 termasuk kat satu perkampungan org asli... org2 kat kg ni sume 'cannibal' (makan danging manusia....) drg pon g a tangkap sultan nie, sbb sultan nie nmpk mcm sedap... org2 asli pon da siap la nk panggang sultan nie, preparation da siap... ng unggun, pepper, kunyit, minyak masak, da sedia dah... ble salah sorg nk stat psg api jek, ketua kmpg ckp "STOP!!!!!!! KITA JUST MAKAN ORG YG SEMPURNA JEK LA, MAMAT NIE CACAT! MANA LEH MAKAN, JATUH SAHAM BEB!!" Baru la drg sedar yg sultan nie x cukup satu jari.... drg pon lepaskan la sultan nie....

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sultan punya la sonok.... die trus balik jumpa membe die yg die penjarakn.... die pon cte la sume bnda yg berlaku kat kg org asli 2... tp membe die lek jek ckp "Alhamdulillah, sume benda ade hikmah" sultan nie pon terkejut beruk... die ckp a kat membe die "ko nie pehal? aku da aniaya ko, penjara ko, ko leh lak x marah aku??" p2 membe die jawab... "aku nie x cacat mcm ko, ko 2 kan cacat... kalu ko x penjarakn aku, mesti aku ikut ko pg berburu... p2 psl aku x cacat mcm ko lah, mesti aku kne makan... jd aku ptt ucap ‘trimas’ kat ko sbb penjarakan aku"

TAMMAT

~KRJ N9~

Juz back from PD, de Rehlah INTEC... Huhuh, exhausted... mandi laut dekat 3 jam, byk lax bnde2 plex wat... tp cte yg lbh mendalam akan diceritakn kat post len. nk cte mnde len.. huhu.. nk dijadikan cte, td ms nak pg tandas awam (kne caj 50sen uh, siap de tiket msk tandas) terjumpe 한국 사람 (org korea).. borak2 ng drg n ttbe dpt call dr Abg Bai, soh pg prog KRJ N9 jd Kem Komanden, merangkap pengendali n fasilitator. berbelah bagi gax, sbb ahad de prog XploreRace.. n lagi2 ble nak bekerja ng org x kenal.. but hati terasa kene tlg... InsyaALLAH esok ke Seremban lg, wish me luck.. huhu.. Moga ALLAH terima amal2 kita sbg ibadah. Ameen. :)

MarSha: x lme lg da x blh berkhidmat ntk KRJ.. :(

~Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah~

Happy New Year

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah

새 해 복 많이 많이 받으세요!!

~1429~

~Tahun Baru 1429~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

عن أمِيْرِ المُؤْمِنِيْنَ أبِيْ حَفْصٍ عُمَرَ بْنِ الخَطَّاب رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ قَالَ: سَمِعْتُ رَسُولَ ا لله
صلى الله عليه وسلم یَقُولُ

إِنَّمَا الأَعْمَالُ بِالنِّيَّاتِ وَإِنَّمَا لِكُلِّ امْرِئٍ مَا نَوَى فَمَنْ آَانَ ت
هِجْرَتُهُ إِلىَ اللهِ وَرَسُولِهِ فَهِجْرَتُهُ إلى اللهِ ورَسُولِهِ وَمَنْ آَانَتْ هِجْرَتُهُ لِدُنْيَا یُصِيْبُهَا أَوِ امْرَأَ ة
یَنْكِحُهَا فَهِجْرَتُهُ إِلَى مَا هَاجَرَ إِلَيْهِ

رواه إماما الحدثين أبو عبد الله محمد بن إسماعيل بن
إبراهيم بن المغيرة بن بردزیة البخاري، وأبو الحسين مسلم بن الحجاج بن مسلم القشيري
النيسابوري في صحيحيهما اللذین من أصح الكتب المصنفة

Daripada Amirul Mukminin Abu Hafsin 'Umar ibn al-Katthab r.a. beliau berkata: Aku mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda:


Bahawa sesungguhnya setiap amalan itu bergantung kepada niat, dan bahawa sesungguhnya bagi setiap orang apa yang dia niatkan. Barangsiapa yang hijrahnya menuju kepada Allah dan RasulNya, maka hijrahnya kepada Allah dan RasulNya. Barangsiapa yang hijrahnya kerana dunia yang dia mahu mencari habuannya, atau kerana seorang perempuan yang dia mahu kahwininya, maka hijrahnya ke arah perkara yang ditujuinya itu.

Tahun Baru Hijrah 1429

Saya teringat apabila org tanya saya, apa azam "sempena" tahun baru? dalam membuat azam kita tuh, ingatlah kita berazam bukan kerana tahun baru, tapi kerana ALLAH Taala. Kita perbetulkan niat kita eyh?

MarSha: azam tahun baru nak perbetulkan niat ntk belajar ke Korea n blaja sungguh2 (bkn sbb JPA soh) hehe

~U R NEVER ALONE~ 혼자 안이야~

You Are Never Alone

You gaze, at the stars in the sky,

At the mountains so high.
Through the tears in your eyes.

Looking for a reason,
to replace what is gone.
Just remember, remember
That you are never alone.

You are never alone (you are never alone),
Just reach into your heart,
And Allah is always there.

You are never alone (you are never alone)
Through sorrow and through grief
Through happiness and peace
You are never alone.

So now as you long for your past,
Prepare for your future,
But knowing nothings going to last.

You see this life is but a road,
A straight and narrow path,
To our final abode.

So travel well O Muslim,
And Paradise will be your home,
And always remember.
That you are never alone.

MarSha: this made me feel better... :)

~Pencarian Sakeenah~

안녕하세요!!

Peace Be Upon You...

Assalamualaikum...


It has been a year since i left my school. i dont really think people are going to read my blog, but it is a good way to xpres myself. as long as it makes me feel better.

as 4 today, many harsh things happened to me. and i always hope that i can have "sakeenah" which is "happiness" in my daily life. "sakeenah" doesn't depends on how rich u r, how many cars u used, how many wives u have (sensitive), but how u use urlife to do good deeds and help others to gain "sakeenah".

its true that ALLAH will always test His servants, and after that test, InsyaALLAH we can feel "sakeenah".

so life is a test to gain Sakeenah.

and remember, u r never alone...

MarSha: 기분이 많이 좋아졌어요 :)

A Stepping Stone?!

Bismillahirrahmanirahim....

Scene 1

Actually, i hate writing...

Eventhough i wrote a lot...

Well, 4 my first post,

I would like to share with u all a poem

Which was written 4 someone very special.

But now i would like to give it to all my frens...

Coz They are much more special...

Friends,

Touching each other’s lives,

Find their own lives changed profoundly,

As a bond of mutual love,

And trust grows between them.

Friends,

Give into each other’s keeping their hope,

Fears, small worries, great problems and dearest dreams..

They hold confidence sacred,

They respect a need for silence,

And know when a word can heal.

The sorrows of one become the sorrows of the other,

The joys of each become the joys of both,

And, always, the hearts of friends are open to each other.

MeMarShaAmmar: Guess i need to write more... huhu